It's still there

I still remember the first time I see you.

You sit right in front of me.

In the first lecture, I sit in the same row with you.

I still remember the tissue.

The one you gave me.

And it still there, in my pocket.

I still remember going to your room.

You bring me outside so I wouldn't have to hear any language that I don't understand.

Or maybe actually I do understand.

I still remember the way you smile.

It's reducing the burden in your face.

Even, you have to pretend that your life is happy.

I still remember the way you cry.

It's hurt me.

Though I don't know why.

I still remember you teach me.

You will always act like you are really mad at me.

So that I wouldn't take things easy.

I still remember everything very clear.

I still prefer present rather than past tense.

Because there's hope in my heart that you would come back.

I believe that you will.

I might be wrong, but there's always hope.

*I don't care if people said I hold on too long.

I don't mind people said I have to go on.

But, I do care if that's you the one who say.

Because deep inside we all know the truth.